a letter for you

Dear you

Hi, how was going?. You seems okay, all the time we’ve been through. Every day at school and I saw you. You looked really- really awesome as first time we knew each other like always.

Do you remember that first time? The time we eventually met each other?. We were strangers, and I tried to know you first then I called you and asked you that you might have injury in your mouth because you were so calm and cool as always. You watched me and looked me like I was stranger.

I find you attractive that time till now I guess. I really don’t know what to do, I just really liked you so I did something strange just to get your attention. It was stupid I knew but I just really want you to just watch me.

It all just a past, and now I sitting right in front of my computer, listening some music that I’ve named “unbreakable” as a playlist and writing this thing while thinking of you and all that we’ve been through this past one and a half year.

All the mocked, a cute flirting, a jealousy, heartbeat, hurt, thrown, tears and love. I think it was just me who felt all that things. Its fun you know?. Well, how can you feel that while you never look at me all this time.  

So, from now I decide to let you go from my feeling. Not yet, but I’ll keep trying.

Your ex-admirer

me